to Phobean
@tanger
Happy monday
I know yr past week back was wild but hopefully you are “shooketh” and such recovering, soon to return toward productivity as usual. I made the sushi rice tonight n’ the tin foil dessert is mexican hot chocolate ‘better than sex’ cake. There is very little I can do for you (or will be in times) sometimes, but being soft kind and reminding you that you are special is not one which will fade. Be taking care of Madison. She needs you.
-@cosmic
Phoebe,
Merry Christmas bitch! I am so lucky to have you as my biggest fan, there is no one else I would rather beat with a [?] slipper. Anyways, I am glad we became friends via odd circumstances, because you are a smart, kind, and beautiful person. Can’t wait to live with you and shoot up every day!
Love ya,
Issabella <3
PS never puke on me again unless it’s at Dunkin at 10 pm
XOXO
I’M SRRY YOU’RE UNDERWHELMED + CRYIng omf
@tanger,
FEEL BETTER ANGEL
Liquid cocaine cures all
love and affection + support from real friends
Hello, we’re here to celebrate a dear friend.
Phoebe has become one of my closest friends and together we’ve made memories I’ll cherish for a long time.
I think all of us consider her as someone we love. She’s genuine, kind, fun…WILD and I know she’s someone who has been there for most of us.
Her love of vape, jellyfish and GoodWill are just some of her. Many character traits and TRULY express her individuality! Seriously though she’s one of a kind and her adventuress and how fun she is has made the time I’ve known her worth it. Going to Tampa, drinking till I threw up at Juno, sneaking down from Orlando to see her, RARE, Ninja Sushi are just a fraction of what made the past six months great.
Now, I’d like to take a moment of silence.
(P.S. Don’t send this to my mom)
I stand before you all today, in the presence of Madison’s closest family and friends, as one of the possibly considered 3 best girlfriends that Madison herself has.
—For the record, this number and the list selected has been determined when just the other night, al 3 of us were summoned via phone call after an Emergency realization of self post month and a half long contemplation
*Boy problems*
However, not for in the defense of special the cosmic sciences, a reasonable explanation lies within the ranking.
While friends fondly glance and stay attentive giving the universe 1 I’ve probably never given a speech, which is probably for the best, considering how scattered my thoughts are and how fast I talk. When I imagined this one, in my head all the relatives have a bad sense of humor and laugh at my poor stand up remarks.
2) Gratitude for the blessing that is this birthday girl, but to be honest if no one farts audibly and under 9 people are on phones I’ll be perfectly satisfied.
For the short time I’ve known Madison, she’s gotten to see herself, exactly all the things that make Sagittarii to Libra, or perhaps, just me to my own unconventionality
#3 Best Friends.
I have always remained all throughout my childhood, unyieldingly the unconventional best friend.
Not only do half taiwanese half caucasians hardly appear as maid’s of Honor’s or cast as Lndon Tipton’s to a leading Ashley Tisdale, her speaking on behalf of myself and this rare population—barely are to expected of having obnoxious [?] signed personalities, anywhere anything except for practicing piano/violin on a Sunday—
possibly swimming/sailing as well, my name’s Marina for god sakes, and perhaps most importantly [relevantly], taking anything other than an AP Science my sophomore year of high school [at this point, if you haven’t picked up, these are (racist) jokes, referencing my underachievements in academic/extracurriculars seeing as I’m yellow and almond eyed]
Yet somehow, along my quest to find planks constant, Which see I disco a friendship which has proven everchanging was discovered.
it is simply know as, astrology. not ONLY are dear Leeanne and Reese fellow Libra’s to Madison, But the account that Reese is an October Libra (25th) while Leeanne remains September born (28th) furthered Reese to be, you know it, the winner of 1st facetime of the trio
*Bonus she won a cri*
Because as we all know, October belongs to Phoebe ((for those of you who are just here for the cake, she likes fall and fright nights))
Seeing though, I was last to be called, over an hour later post predicament, it is only logical, that I be the Sagittarius.
[*Possible brief relationship between decript]
Always tardy, we tend to be not always a best [?] for venting support, seeing as or rather blunt that that boy is not cute enough for you to be crying over.
SO having come to this conclusion of natural selection at the stars occurring in the integrals of even [?] friendships, I’m going to do what us centauric-archers are known to be best at, and that is talking about ourselves.
As I mentioned before, traits of awkwardly unnurturing, borderline badly supportive [?] are not uncommon to my sign.
In the many moments of my presence during Phoebe’s [?], my best most referenced seems to always be me yelling at her while she laughed between sobs at my “enthusiastic” attempt of self motivated regain of security in confidence within a relationship at the time.
Another flaw, quite fatal might I add, being my common unorganization/carelessness in the forms of household messiness + misplacement of objects, EVEN misspelling of her name for the [?] first entire month of knowing her. *Pheobe.
Further Adding further explanation/context to my last BFF Brownie point loss is my complete and utter unawareness of your discomfort in times of seriousness. [*let this be my moment of apology for all the times you’ve looked into [?] unshelfed pantry]
But the biggest brattiest pet peeves I’ve believed Madison has experienced of all her dreaded moments spent with me, my worst habit must be, the one and only, famous only child selfishness.
Yes, my lack of sharing, from the bag of dark chocolate pretzels to what exactly I am laughing to myself about while remaining refused to tell you, proves to be my all around most complained about mannerism of them all.
It is exactly due to this trait I find myself calling you, Phoebe, the most sister-like figure I have yet to have in my life. Because despite my siblingless, astrologically engrained, divorcee’s kid reinforced protectiveness of my things, I have found myself sharing more of myself than ever with dear Madison.
With her, reluctantly Reluctancy and hesitance seemed to disappear into forests of my mind as I ceased to leave breadcrumb trails of caution [?] while having expressed and sahred the ideas of our worlds that boil my brain, cooking not hansel nor gretal nor witch, purely creation of self stimulus.
It is not the discomfort I have in presenting to her opportunities of a college essay prompt, aesthetic alter ego successful social solutions , nor even new friendships that amaze the galaxy of my zodiac stereotype breakthrough,
but my enthusiasm and seek of success in doing so with everything we seem to share.
The past year of collaborative ideas, outfits, experiences, and efforts, has grown and been nurtured into a bond I find myself more rooted in everyday. These investments we have made in each others interests, worries, and improvements have only strengthened our friendship, but truly also ourselves.
So I end, the most headass speech that you could ever give at your best friends 18th birthday party, not having bragged about the many beloved strong suites I could pointlessly list about Madison, but rather a single compliment to my found _____, inspired by her. A toast, to Phoebe—I couldn’t be any less proud to know your extraordinary.
PROPERTY
OF
tangerangel
Hi flame,
it’s your 18th
Let this be reason
to never forget
you are loved.
-m..
for now
…Could
Ms. Gulli like,
not read
this one…
#skipajournal
Marina
Happy Birthday
Phoebe / Madison
[✓✓✓]
[ ✓✓✓✓✓]
((tally under the name you call her))
wishing to rid you of bad journal association
((I saged this one))
We, the collabed
authors that
will be filling
this make shift
Feebi Fandom,
are here to remind
you of all idiotic //
cringe worthy //
nostalgic emo phase
filled times we have
grown to associate
with you / forgotten
until needed at this
very moment for
endearing memory
shares
->
doodles and unwise
font sizes are
encouraged, be
sure to fit as many
PROFILE
ex #1:
((use the polaroid
if you want –
plz someone make
memes,
THINK HARD
SHE’S VERY
INTERESTING //
STRONGLY ITEM
ASSOCIATED
name: mRINOH
time unknown
madison / feebi
Sept. of 2016
names for her between us:
Feebi, Gin, tangerangel, @-
clementine (not rlly)
Associations: bathroom
breaks, cotton candy + mango,
Denim-Jackets, all diners,
P:
H: orror show, rocky, alsey
O: phelia, utfitters,
Excessive vaping
Bugs, (lady)
Espresso themed milkshakes
<3 Leeanne Grunow
Here’s how I’ll remember you:
-Led Zepellin (I can spell)
-Tinder
-Serial killer
-Aesthetics
-Clowns
-Little backpacks
-Cookies/Brownies for lunch
-Noelle Wamsley <3
-Yo Dawg whatz up WOMAMMM
Nice hair
i’ll bake you bread
and a cake
eventually
I can be weird with no fear of judgement
Dear My Libra Bitch,
OK so what the fuck?? We’ve literally only been talking for two months and I already consider you one of my best friends. I don’t think you realize how happy I am to have you in my life. You’re sweet kind loving STUNNING!! funny amazing (and you being a libra is a plus) You have already been there for me so much more than most of the people in my life and I’m so appreciative of it thankful for it. You really are amazing. You deserve all the happiness and positivity you can get and I plan on making sure you get it. The universe aligned us together and I’m a true believer that there is a great purpose for it than us just being random friends. Youre so great and Im so happy to have you in my life and I hope to be here for many more birthdays I love you hun, Happy Birthday <3 <3 <3
-Libra bih
Dear Madi,
You were a friend I met who had real patience when it came to bad decisions I remember you as a strong girl who was is really wise and I can’t write this properly but I love you
You were there for me in a time I wasn’t there for myself. Going through so many emotions, everything was confusing. I was hyper and full of energy. You were the one I could pretend to be sane with until I was mature enough to grasp that concept. You were really important in my growth. We are pretty different and what made you so important was that you believed in me ->
As I was self-destructive You inspired me to work on myself and to learn to question
Much love, Julia <3
FUCK, YUP I’m kinda
high on caffine – Graham
-S’mores <3
<3 September Goals
-Bathroom compilation
(curtains, frames, more art, lights, stains)
-Buy Phoebe’s B-day prezents
-Start thinking of costumes
-Yoga, 4 times this month
-Work a friday night
-Weigh 124 pounds > or less <3
-Channel fall creative energies for the Velvet Hammerheads + my music
I Love you pretty girl <3 @tanger
thank you for making it through one of the hardest months as yourself with me.
[…]
the fact that you have always been okay.
You are adaptable. You will find a way. You always have.
Do you hear people when they speak? Do you hear yourself? Please tell me you look in the mirror and smile.
I hope you’re living somewhere where you’re happy. Maybe, with people who support you and add to your happiness. If not, cut them out, b. You don’t deserve anything less. You can be toxic enough to yourself, so take a stand, now, and make sure you are being nice to yourself.
Phoebe, thank you for this self kindess and know, that 7:38pm on a wednesday could not be a more perfect time for me to love you any less than i do. -marina, eternally ((space and vaginas are ageless))
CBK: s m h
get out
P: make me
CBK: i can do that
P: NOT 1,600 MILES AWAY YOU CAN’T
CBK: *blows kiss out window*
it’s coming, it’ll shut you up when it gets there
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