Category: Conversations

I was fanboying so fucking hard for you this morning

Phoebe 

I could dedicate my entire life showing how much I love you, and you would never see all of it.

Here’s a photo dump of me because I feel ugly. I feel ugly no matter how many compliments I receive. I feel ugly when I feel good. I feel ugly when I feel bad. I feel ugly when I accomplish my goals. I feel ugly when I fail my tasks. I guess I’m just ugly. That’s what I tell myself, so I must be right, right? Everyone I’ve ever tried to love has left me for someone better looking. Someone that had money. Someone that promised them better, but had no intention so follow up on those claims. That’s okay. I found my person that shows me how not ugly I am. She’s seen my ugly and she’s not looking for prettier. She has not let me down, and i never asked her to hold me up. She means the world to me, and I would find a way to move a black hole just so she could travel in a straight path. Yes, I feel ugly, but not when I’m with her. I’m ugly to everyone except to the only person I actually care about(that’s not family). I’m so excited to finally meet her in just a few days. I’m so fucking nervous tho. This little monster has a big impact on my life and I just don’t want to fuck it up. I have no intentions of fucking it up. Matthew, if you’re reading this in the future, I hope you’re doing okay, man. Life is weird rn, so hopefully you’ve found how to make it normal. (Keep it a lil weird tho, homie)

Phoebe,

You are the fine line between black and white, a perspective individual with poetic writes, opening yourself up as you go through fights, but I hope to God your whole world lights, for what you have been through, has never been right, you’ve got so much might, a wonderful sight thus my respect for you, goes sky high

Sometimes, things can get hard, but that’s okay, that means you are alive, it’s telling you that you exist, when it gets hard look for a little bit of light because like this message you can only see in light

SA: God you make me so fucking happy and excited to be alive.

SA: Your literally the sweetest combination of the subatomic particle quarks in the entire universe. <3333

Benz: Yeah but you gotta love that milestone and progress of there awareness and love for you

P: thank u its been great

Benz: Hey its been wonderful just being along for the ride

P: it’s been wonderful sharing this life experience w u too

Charles: Everyone who smokes weed needs gas. Y’know? For their cars? I want to open a gas station where you can buy gas and GAS. Get gas for your car outside and get GAS for yourself inside.

Q: You are an imperfect symphony. Some people just don’t have an ear for you